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I just went on AIM for the first time in about 4 months and I don't even know how it works anymore. Not that it really matters, since I'm not a big fan of online conversation anyway. There's just not enough time to waste it on forming fake, computer-based relationships when there are real-life relationships that I don't even spend enough time on to begin with. Speaking of time, I haven't had even a one-day break in at least a month. For example, this week consisted of the following: Monday-school/work/Hebrew school, Tuesday-school/fashion show stuff/Yad Ezra/brother's b-ball game, Wednesday-school/ridiculously long dinner w/my dad, Thursday-school/working in The Bear for 3 hours/Holocaust class in WB/tanning, Friday-school/work/Xhedo's, Saturday-English paper/work/more English shit, Sunday-Yad Ezra/Holocaust class field trip in WB... and the list goes on.
And I am so sick of obnoxious 15-year-old girls at work that are constantly on the phone instead of working or talking shit or being overly dramatic about everything or leaving early as fuck when they know that everything isn't done. This is one of the primary examples demonstrating exactly why I am not a big fan of most girls. And of course I love all my guy friends, but boys in general can be somewhat confusing. Speaking of which, someone is turning 22 tomorrow...
On a totally unrelated note, I don't really watch that much TV, but Bravo had some really good movies on yesterday..like Being John Malkovich, Good Will Hunting, and High Fidelity all in one day!!
--> Top 5 Things I Am Looking Forward to in the Semi-Near Future: 5. Tomorrow (for various reasons) 4. Spring Break (that is, if we plan it in time) 3. Fashion Show !!! (hopefully we will be last) 2. Ben Kweller//Death Cab for Cutie concert 1. Leaving high school FOREVER (May is not coming fast enough!)
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Monday, January 19th, 2004
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Wow so I just discovered that my attention span is at about zero right now. For my Experiential Ed final I have to write a 4-5 page paper and it's been taking me ALL DAY. Which not only sucks because I didn't get to do ANYTHING today, but it sucks even more cuz today is my 18th birthday and I have to spend it doing finals shit cuz of the stupid snow day last week. Honestly I would have rather had no snow day and be done with finals than a snow day and finals to worry about today.
Moving on, after reading an article on it in last weeks New York Times Magazine, I have decided that LiveJournal can really only serve three different purposes. The first being an outlet for people to release their feelings in writing...which, in theory, is a good idea but in reality can never really be because you are forced to constantly edit yourself since other people clearly have access to what you are writing. Purpose #2 is to document the daily events of your life for all to read. The problem with this one is that it isn't very beneficial to anyone, and it is very time-consuming. So while you are in the process of documenting your activities you are actually missing out on other more important things that you could very well be doing instead. Purpose #3 is for those people who choose to use LiveJournal as some sort of online gossip headquarters because they can say whatever they want and everyone has the ability to read it from the comfort of their own homes. However, not only do I have a strong dislike toward high school gossip, but at what point does a rumor-filled entry become slander? Because of ever-changing computer technology, the law is unable to keep up and protect people from many crimes that can occur on the internet, therefore allowing these things to go on with no type of real rules or means of enforcing them.
And then we have the classic obsessive LiveJournal user, who dedicates an unreasonable amount of time to posting pictures, creating icons, modifying settings, adding and deleting friends, joining communities, and making virtual connections with people they will never actually meet in real life. But that's another story altogether. Don't get me wrong, I'm not looking down on anyone for their LiveJournal-writing fetishes (because clearly I am writing on it right now) I've just been contemplating whether or not it's really such a good idea, as well as providing an explanation for why I have not been writing for the past few months.
Moving on again, I feel like I am at a pretty good place right now. Yeah of course there are the usual unresolved issues...lack of money (despite having a job), confusion relating to a couple different boys, plans for next year, plans for Spring Break, obnoxious teachers, obnoxious boys, etc. But overall, I am more than happy with: my friends, the people and experiences that make my job fun, taking pictures with my new digital camera, having a birthday party at my house (thanks to all who came and sorry to those who couldn't make it), eating Thai food for dinner, and waking up each day to new and exciting people and adventures!!
As I am writing, or attempting to write, my paper on American society's corrupted definition of success, I can't help but think of the lady that approached me at Walgreen's yesterday. She looked like a normal person, a little flustered, but normal, and she came up to me asking for help. She told me that she was a nurse at Beaumont and that someone had stolen her purse. She was holding a cell phone and continuing to explain that she couldn't get a hold of her sister and needed money for a cab. Walgreen's didn't have the toothpaste I wanted, so I gave her the last $3.00 I had, mainly based on the fact that if I were to find myself in a similar situation I would hope that someone would help me out. I thought I had done a nice thing, but as I walked back to the car I couldn't help but doubt her story just a little bit. As it turns out, just hours later, I find out that this lady has apparently been using the same story at several stores along Woodward for quite some time. Now I still don't know what to think of this because I have no idea what type of a situation she is really in. Maybe she has two starving children at home and she is struggling to find a job that pays enough to feed them...or maybe she's just a crack addict looking to scrounge up enough money to afford her next fix? I really don't know..and probably will never know. But what I do know is that there is something horribly wrong with a society that focuses on improving things for the ridiculously rich, while the poor are left to struggle alone and ignored by the majority of the population.
Thank G-d I can vote.
I should definitely be getting back to that Waldman final and I still have to study for Forensics, which will probably be my hardest final. I thought for sure my hardest one would have been AP English, but according to Abby and Lauren I got 100% on that. Who knew that staying up till 5 am the night before + not studying for it at all could bring about such good results ?? I can only hope that the rest of my finals went/will go as well.
On a lighter note, Hands should be by hands and face should be by face.
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Friday, January 9th, 2004
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So after months of not even LOOKING at LiveJournal, I remember exactly why I hate it. It encompasses all of the stupid fuckin high school drama that I have been trying so hard to avoid. And I thought I was doing a pretty good job, but this just crosses the line. When it involves talking shit about one of my closest friends I cannot just sit back and let that go. For whatever reason, many girls feel like they can take it upon themselves to start shit that they don't even know about for no apparent reason. But the thing that really pisses me off is that for whatever reason people decide that everyone's business is suddenly their own business to talk about and get involved in. And to me that is total bullshit. Clearly there can only be evil motives behind that kind of behavior and that is something that I hope never to be a part of. I'm still trying to figure out why people can't just be decent and civil to each other, whether they get along or not.
You would think that people would have enough common sense to stay out of other people's shit and concentrate on their own, but apparently that's too much to ask.
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Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:26 pm. |
| Mood: |  crushed. |
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Whoever said that 'Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me' has never been stabbed with the words of pure hatred...because those wounds travel much deeper than the pain of 1000 swords.
Just how hard do you have to push someone before they fall completely off the edge ??
I'm barely holding on.
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Sunday, October 26th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  drained. |
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I guess the reason I haven't written in so long is cuz everything is so shitty. Basically I am not allowed to leave my house forever, my phone (that I pay for) is taken away every night, my car keys are taken away, my teachers have been instructed to send progress reports in between progress reports, I have to undergo some type of unnecessary 'testing,' I am not allowed to even rent movies, and my every move has already been planned for me. I have zero freedom and no one believes a word I say...not that my opinion matters anyway. Everyone I know feels compelled to talk shit, even those who are supposed to be friends. I am not asking for any sympathy, just a vacation (for even ONE day) from this hellish prison that has become my life.
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Sunday, September 21st, 2003
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It's Sunday again and I'm STILL sick! When will it end?? Now I feel bad cuz I got Shlomo and my family sick, too. And now I'm stuck at home filling out college applications--YES!! I just want to get them done and over with so I don't have to worry about it anymore.
I had such big plans for this weekend, but so far it's been kind of a bust. I had to work 3-10 on Friday..it was kinda cold out so we weren't busy and I just hung out with Rob in the back...luckily I found someone to cover me from 8-10 so I wouldn't miss anything important. Friday night wasn't bad..I went to PeKing for Nicole's birthday dinner & I had some REALLY good green beans! Then Liz, Meej, and I went to visit Jimmy at work. We saw a kid crash into a fire extinguisher and we bought ourselves some killer bling bling. After that we went to Rachel's and hung out there for awhile. We ended up having to walk home...and I had to guide Liz and Meej everywhere so they wouldn't knock over people's recycling boxes and get us arrested. Two hours later, we finally made it home and I passed out. Yesterday I spent the whole day sleeping and being sick and it sucked! Then when I was finally feeling good enough to go out, no one was feeling like answering their phones. I ended up being in a really bad mood last night cuz I kinda got screwed over..but whatever. Then I hung out with Laura and Mike at Laura's house. Later on I went to Ray's with Megan..but we kinda missed the party. Instead we just hung out with the guys...which was...interesting to say the least. Anyways I gotta work on these applications and pick up some Polaroid film..then hopefully buy the khakis that I want!! [it's 4:20]
I'm really excited about POWDERPUFF..there's no way we're not gonna kick the juniors asses!!--I can't wait!
I also can't wait till we get all the new clothes in at the Bear. Jackie and I designed these really cute zip-up sweatshirts and I really want to get one when they come in!
Why is it that there's always either zero guys or FOUR at the same time ?? So much confusion..what's a girl to do?
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Friday, September 5th, 2003
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What is this? LiveJournal for the legally blind??
I know I feel like I always say this...but the past week was probably the craziest week I've had in a while. Especially last weekend--Haley's was nuts..and now there's incriminating photos of me going around ? I guess a lotta shit went down that night...At least it was a good time.
I definitely need to calm down with all the partying though. Laura and I went up to Mike's a couple nights ago and school the next day was a total nightmare. But college towns are always fun--at any given time it is guaranteed that you will see at least 20 hot guys wandering the streets.
We did a ropes course thing in Mr.Waldman's class and we were finally almost done and then the last girl fell. It was way too cold and way too early for that.
On Wednesday I had to work 3-10:30..cuz the first thing I want to do after going to school for 7 hours is go to work for another 7 and a half hours. But Megan and Lindsay both came to visit me, so that made it easier.
School is so shitty..I miss this summer soooooo much. And since when did Rick acutally get people in trouble for coming BACK to school?? I totally slept through the Zero Hour anyways.
Meej, Kara, and I ended up going out to lunch and the park and then to Ray's where I talked to Jack's mom for an hour about Spring break? Then we went to Meej's dad's house..where she set off the alarm and forgot the code..so sirens are blaring & then we hear 'The police are on their way--get out of the house immediately!' and me and Kara are just standing there totally frozen.
I passed out everywhere I went yesterday..my mom goes 'umm what was wrong with you..don't tell me you were just tired--you were totally out of it.' I missed like 5 calls from Shlomo, and a call from Liz in Vegas!! I talked to her today and it sounds like she's been having fun haha. But I miss her and the Doctor Dubs!
Me and Liz saw Ilya from Norup on the hill the other day!!
So today I went to National with Chris and Laura, which was hilarious (as expected). I wasn't allowed to go out tonight so I just went up to Ray's to pick up my check and I came home with water, ice cream, money, and a cd. Gotta love the guys at Ray's!
Ohh and I'm doing a really sweet FINDING NEMO sign for the Bear..it's gonna be above the fish tank so check it out next week or something (when it's done).
Today I actually had a real conversation with my mom-and it was weird because I honestly cannot remember the last time that happened. P.A. English is so fuckin shady, I REALLY REALLY want to switch into AP English cuz I feel like it would be sooo much easier, but my mom won't let me!
I'm wearing my semi-new brown pants!! And I guess I'm going shopping with my mom tomorrow? And then working 5-10..and then Nicole's ? [Even though I can't go out I can still go to Nicole's?] And THEN work Sunday 5-10. Ahhh!
I was supposed to go to Lutz's thing tonight with Sara..but obviously that didn't happen. Plus I missed the football game and everything else.
I wish Jeff went to Berkley!
+Wow I just wrote a huge entry listing 500 random things..I gotta calm down and get away from the computer!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZ!!!!!!
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Saturday, August 30th, 2003
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| Time: | 5:38 pm. |
| Mood: | what ??. | | Music: | bonethugs. |
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Wow this week has been so crazy!! School snuck up out of nowhere and I was less than ready to go back. However I DID get to switch into Liz/Sara/Laura/Nicole/Megan's Vietnam class and I don't have a 4th hour on Day 2! This weekend has been so crazy I feel like it's summer!! Thursday night, Liz and I ran into Sara and Laura at Sunoco..and our plans to go to the game/Xhedo's didn't work out so well..but JoshMarkshParksh never fails! Then we all went to Lutz's and hung out with him and Johnny and other guys. Afterwards, we went to National where we saw the ENTIRE school. Aliza was out of control...and I guess I'm going on the spring break cruise that Chris & Ian's parents are planning? Later on, I hung out with David, Meej, and Jessica..which is always a good time. Then yesterday I hung out with Liz and Laura..and then Bob..and we went to Shlomo's and it was crazy. Jackie and Alina came for a little bit...and then later on..I don't even know what happened. Then I got NO sleep whatsoever last night and then today I went to Shlomo's and then hung out with Liz..and we met up with Brian and Alex and now I'm home and then going to Haley's with Laura and Liz. I was supposed to go up to Western to visit Josh..but I guess me and Liz's parents had similar thoughts about that. Tomorrow I have to work 12-5 and then Liz's b-day! This extra-long and busy weekend makes me miss summer soooo bad!!!
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Friday, August 22nd, 2003
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...but this one cracks me up!!
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Thursday, August 21st, 2003
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| Time: | 1:29 am. |
| Mood: |  crazy. |
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This was, by far, the fastest summer yet. And definitely one of the best. And now it's ending...go figure. I guess all good things have to end sometime, but it's just too soon! I feel like I've met so many people this summer and it's been such a good time..I can't imagine it all going away.
I could feel that summer was ending when I was forced to wake up EARLY [8:45] yesterday to drive up to Long Lake and Telegraph to get my hair cut. So I got a couple inches cut off..nothing major cuz I want to grow my hair out again. I also got it re-highlighted..and it's a lot lighter. Anyways..after that whole fiasco, I picked up Liz and we set out to find something to do. So we called Laura and Mike and hung out with them for a little while. Then we had to pay a visit to this 'Vince' character..which ended up going better than we thought. Being the soccer mom that I am, I took Liz and the minivan over to pick up Katy and take her to work. Then I picked up Laura and Mike again and drove us all around for awhile. And then I had to go to work but it was okay cuz I got to pick up Mr.Pita and soo many people came to visit!!...Mike and Laura...Shlomo and his friend...my old preschool teacher?...Alex and Brian...and even Sara, who I hadn't seen in forever! So after work, me and Meej hung out with Alex and Brian..and we stopped by Chris and Ian's house, which was just hilarious. Then, later on, I hung out with Megan, Jeff, and Shlomo..always a good time. Oh yeah and I bought one of Rob's cds and it's reallly good.
This morning I woke up with the worst stomach ache ever..plus I had to get up early to visit none other than Berkleyhighschool, where I had to pay another $30 in lost book fines only to be reminded that the summer will be over before I know it. So after that whole deal, I hung out with Laura for a little while..and then it was off to Shlomo's to hang out with him before he left on his road trip. We couldn't find anything to do..so we went downtown and rode the People Mover!! Then I was late coming home for my yearbook picture thing and my mom was really pissed so I wasn't allowed to go out tonight which sucked!! Anyways..i gotta call Jeff and David...
Here is my schedule:
day one:
1. Spanish 4 // Clugston ((but not really cuz I'm changing it))
2. P.A. English // Minwalla
3. Advanced Marketing // Cameron
4. Pre-Calc // Yowchuang
day two:
1. Experential Education // Waldman
2. Forensic Science // Skowronski
3. Seminar // Mednik (?)--another new seminar teacher?
4. Online Film =no 4th hour for me!!
..................let me know if we have classes together ! ................
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Thursday, August 7th, 2003
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Whatupp! Where have I been?? I don't even know. I've only been home for 2 nights in the past 2 weeks..it's been kinda crazy...but fun of course, it's SUMMER!! Anyways, so I went to John Mayer//Counting Crows with Nicole, Freak, and Lauren and it was a pretty sweet concert!! Counting Crows did Long December for their encore, which I was soo excited about, and once again John Mayer did not disappoint! Plus we saw Waldman in the 2nd row..and Yowchuang on the lawn. I swear it was one big BerkleyHighSchool/Ray'sIceCream party!
Speaking of Ray's Ice Cream...all that scooping has caused a cyst to form on my wrist and I'm really pissed!! That was a sweet rhyme! However, the cyst itself is not so sweet and I'm not supposed to work for like ever and I have to wear this ridiculous wrist thing and it sucks but I'm going back to work tomorrow anyway.
So last night I saw American Wedding, and it was hilarious! A couple nights ago I hung out with Megan and David and we went down to the D and then to Meijers, which was a totally new experience for me, and we picked up some fresh fruit! Another night in Bham with Meej, Nicole, Rachel, and Winnie..we met this cool guy Rob and hung out with him and his friends and whatnot.
'Winnie, are your parents gonna be pissed that you're out so late?'
"Well I think they're sleeping, but if not--OH WELL! IT'S TOO LATE NOW!!"
Ohh man that girl cracks me up!! Ohh yeah and Nicole's parents went away for a while and that was sweet. I don't even remember everything else I've done. Oh MEEJ and I went to see Rob sing and he was sooo good!
Ahhh I miss LIZ!! And JEFF!! and LAUREN!! And it's shitty cuz everyone is coming back the day AFTER I leave! I'm pissed!! I would almost rather stay home. I need to work and I need money and I need a car.
whatthefuck!!? I'm trying to download some AESOP ROCK and it's just not workin out for me.
..And I'm off to spend some quality time with Megan, David, and Shlomo!!!
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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| Time: | 8:51 pm. |
| Mood: | !! scandalous !!. |
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ohh by the way...my NEW # is::
[217.8957]
..just so you know.
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ahhhhhh!!!
I need to release this excessive amount of energy that randomly decided to appear out of nowhere. I was literally dead-tired...and then all of a sudden--energy like you wouldn't believe!
So I got a new phone today! Sadly...it is NOT the original one that I had hoped for, nor is it the one from the store that I decided on. It is but a temporary--a phone that I'm forced to deal with until they get a new shipment of the phones that I really wanted. However, it's not a bad phone. Liz, Jeff, and Meej really liked it so now I am confused as to whether or not I really want the one that I don't have yet.
Man, I can't make a decision to save my life!!
More scary-man adventures at JoshMarksPark. So Liz and I are just chillin there..minding our own business when Mr.OldScaryMan comes up to the window and starts speaking to me in a different language. [Keep in mind that at this point we are in full bank-robbing uniform...the sunglasses, black ski cap, everything.] Back to the old man--After several minutes of incoherant mumbling, he asks me if I'm Chaldean..then proceeds to tell me the story of the 'black man' who told him 'to get out of the park because he didn't belong' and then he continued to ramble on about birds and feathers and g-dknowswhat..it was the sudden break in the mumbling that enabled us to (finally) make our superspeedy getaway.
And once again, the plans fell through.
"Do you know for sure that they're open?"
"Yeah, I'm pretty sure they're open till midnight."
"Maybe we should call first."
"I have their business card....
Shit!! On Monday-Wednesday they close at 6!!"
"Hahahahhahaaa..."
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Everything goes by so fast.
We thought last summer was so amazing...but I think this one has more than measured up. Basically I've had about 3 hours of sleep so far this whole summer because everything has just been so crazy and busy and fun!! Finally I have a day off work! But soo many people have come to visit this week..I love it!! A few days ago Jeff, Pat, & Seth came by and me and Meegan hung out with them after work and then picked up Rachel. The next thing I know we're at Dan's house with Ben, Paul, Dan, and Steve. Then other Megan calls me and she comes over too and we end up in the park where the police yelled at us--not for being in the park after it closed, but for having checkered Post-It notes ?? Anyways..that night ended up pretty crazy and then of course I had to work the next day. Then sometime in the last few days me, Megan, Jeff, and Laura hung out with David who I hadn't seen in a really long time. More park incidents, of course. Then last night I had to work and Liz, Josh, Jeff, Jane, and another Megan came to visit and then I went to Jimmy John's to get food for everyone at work..which ended up sucking cuz we were so busy that I didn't even get to eat the sandwich that I spent all my money on ...so it went bad and I had no money for new food when I went to IHOP with everyone. But we had the crazy waiter AGAIN and he kept trying to signal through the window. And then we left in a biggg hurry and didn't look back. Then also sometime in the past week Liz and I went to Trowbridge and it was pretty creepy. We saw all these old shoes or soles of shoes on the side of the road and stuff. Then yesterday I went to the mall with my mom and Audrey for about 5 hours, but we only made it to one store...which of course was Nordstrom because they're having the Anniversary Sale. I got 2 pairs of Silvers, 3 pink shirts, and a black shirt. And my mom got those slip-on Pumas in blue and I'm really excited cuz that means I can borrow them. Basically this summer is all blurring together ..kinda like this entry...and a book I started reading called Twelve.
Lizzz82: are hondas made in honduras?
[Ahh you crack me upp!!]
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I hate being in this position.
I hate seeing my close friends in this position.
I wish there was something I could do to prevent it, but obviously the situation is out of my control. I am tired of the selfish, inconsiderate actions that negatively affect everyone involved, whether directly or indirectly. I am noticing an all-around lack of respect for anyone and everyone, which can only lead to anger and disappointment on both ends. I am not aiming to change anyone -it is not my place to do so- I just hope that I can offer a different, clear perspective on everything. While there is somewhat of a choice, all options lead to unavoidable conflict.
What is the best decision, if any ?
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...and I'm BACK from Cancun!!!
Hello everyone, I know you have missed me lots, but have no fear--for I have returned to cold, boring Michigan once again! Cancun was sweet...we stayed on Isla Mujeres [for you non-Spanish speakers that means 'the Island of Women']..anyways, it was really really HOT the entire time and it never rained!!
And now, a brief summary:
We went to Xcaret, this really big park with lots of fun stuff to do, such as floating down this extremely large river/ocean thing! We went to Tulum, which is Mayan ruins ...and Xel-Ha, which is another really cool park thing where we went snorkeling! Now I had never been snorkeling before, but I can tell you right now that it's SWEET and I would not be upset if I was somehow forced to snorkel for the rest of my life. We also swam with dolphins that picked us up in the air and gave us kisses...and sharks that spit water all over us ..and naked people that we may or may not have wanted to see naked....basically it was an all-around good time. Our hotel was right on the beach and it had a big pool 5 feet away from the ocean. We spent a few days on the island..where they drive MoPeds and golf carts like they were regular cars. And where all the regular cars are Volkswagens or Nissans. We went to lots of little Mexican shops where we bargained our asses off...and we went into the city (Cancun) and did some MORE shopping [the Diesel store was AMAZING] and we ate at the Hard Rock Cafe. Then I got my hair braided and we did some more fun stuff that I really can't remember..but it was a good time.
soo yeahh i'm back now..call my cell if you want to hang out.
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| Time: | 10:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  excited. | | Music: | country!!!!. |
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AHHHHH I'm goin to Cancun in the morning @ like 4!!
Call me before I go!!
[854.0254]
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Wednesday, July 9th, 2003
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| Time: | 2:52 pm. |
| Mood: | shitty. |
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fuck this.
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yesterday
-jeff came over and we searched the neighborhood for liz...who was nowhere to be found. by the time we had approached her empty house, our worst fears had been confirmed--liz had clearly vanished off the face of the earth without a trace.
-so anyways..we ended up going to lauras (who was not there) and then on the way back to my house we see everyone in liz's car. so we ended up all hanging out..me, jeff, liz, laura, mike, & joe...we went to the joshmarkspark ..and then me, jeff, and liz went to einsteins.
-later on..me, liz, jeff, and josh are hanging out when who do we see on 11 mile? none other than megan! so we go to her house..spend a lot of time eating blow pops and not straightening josh's hair. but since we were with him...we decided to go to his park..and thats when things turned deadly. having megan's car blocked in and random guys with flashlights walk up wasn't the worst part--there was a huge line of girls spanning the parking lot, trying to prevent us from leaving!
-so even later on..i went to laura's and got into a very heated holocaust//wwII conversation with her, mike, and joe. It lasted for hours and reminded us of jason & the apartment.
today
-woke up wayy too early this morning and worked from 12-5. some random family from california would not stop videotaping ray's and they basically told me their entire life stories while asking for mine at the same time. it took them 45min to order and i didn't even get a tip! but i did get a wave from the family mini van on the way out!? working at ray's is fun...but even so there were soo many fun times at einsteins that i miss?
-so later on i went to megan's and we picked up jeff and met up with josh at 'dairy treats' (formerly known as tcby) to visit liz at work. then things got confusing but we all ended up in the same car and went to rob's house and hung out with him and brian for a while. and then i came home and here i am!!
ohh AND i made a sweet country mix! [don't laugh-it's a good one]
It ticks just like a Timex
It never lets up on you
Who said life was easy
The job is never through
It'll run us 'til we're ragged
It'll harden our hearts
And love could use a day of rest
Before we both start falling apart..
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cancun in......3 more days ! !
-not sure what the plan is for tomorrow..
-waterpark? shopping? bank? bed bath and beyond?? i don't know if we'll have enough time!!
...I took the stickers off my Rubik's cube
Watched MTV all afternoon...
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| Time: | 2:21 am. |
| Mood: | 'been thinkin a lot today'. | | Music: | ..grew a moustache and a mullet..got a job at Chick-Fil-A... |
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Wow it has been such a crazy week!! And I feel weird being home cuz I haven't slept here since Wednesday! [I don't think I've slept at ALL since Wednesday.] This summer is so confusing cuz I feel like all of the days keep blending together. I know I slept at Megan's a couple nights in a row..and one night we saw a crazy murderer/cat and another night (or maybe it was the same night?) we watched some pretty creepy movies. On the 4th we went to the parade and it was soo hot so we crashed an apartment building pool and it was sweet cuz we basically had the whole pool to ourselves! Then we went to our favorite park..where a monster tornado appeared out of nowhere...then we passed out for a couple hours and went to Jeff's and the fireworks (which I thought SUCKED this year) and we all had another sleepover. Then last night I went to Mike's with Laura and Sara..and Abby and Lincoln came too. It was definitely a good time..but some people need to learn how to KNOCK ..and I need to learn how to sleep for more than an hour at a time cuz now I'm tired as fuck. We watched the sunrise on the roof and it was really pretty/scary and now I have 24 mosquito bites on my right foot ALONE [no joke!] Then this morning/afternoon me and Abby went to Kara's and chilled there for a little while before I had to go home. Then I came home and passed out for a few hours before I had to work. And I guess Jeff called me while I was sleeping and all I remember is him asking me if he woke me up..and I said something like 'noo no I was just talking a nap.' And work wasn't much better cuz I was totally out of it. But it actually went by kinda fast ..and I hung out with Meegan and Pat for a little while. And now I am: confused about a LOT of things, itching like crazy (way too many mosquito bites), exhausted, and curious? Which obviously means that it's time for me to GO TO BED!!
CANCUN in ..... 5 days ? Yesss.
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
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